So, I shot a wedding today... and weddings always do... something... to me. It is hard to explain the kind of emotional pinball I go through after weddings, but this one kind of surprised me. I only kne w2 people in attendance and barely knew the bride... I first met the bride in College through livejournal (like 8-9 years ago) through our mutual friend, who is an ex-girlfriend (but an awesome one). We met in person at her college graduation and the next time we hung out was mid-October after the SFA / Sam Houston Football game. That night her now husband, (then on and off boyfriend), my ex and a few others hung out at a bar for a while and just talked. The impression I was given, was that she really just wasn't that into him. Little did I know they had both gone back and forth a bit... but she really just didn't seem that into him. Then, a few months later I get a message that they had gotten engaged and want me to shoot their wedding... so I agree which brings us to last night and today. My Word have they come such a long way. When I saw them 6 months ago I was sure they would end soon, and today I watched full of hopeful envy that I could have such a relationship full of love and sacrifice for one another. They really were just so sweet and had so much fun and it showed how much I'd like to have something like that. But, it still gets me that 6 months ago I wouldn't have believed it!
With that, It makes me realize a few things...
1. First, just because a relationship doesn't start off sunshine and rainbows doesn't mean it can't have a happy ending.
Relationships take time to cultivate, marriages take work to get to and to thrive
2. Second, I long for someone who is just going to love me and who wants to be around me and doing life with me...
Or, do I have to go back to the first statement and work through something?
3. I need to figure out what it is that causes my relationships to fail and change it
I'm 28 and single, there are obviously some issues holding me back...
It will be an interesting process figuring these out and getting all of this straight in my head...
but, for now, the post wedding blues will persist, unfortunately I feel I have no one to go through it with currently, which is sad being that I've been getting to know someone lately... I wonder if that is a good way of putting things in perspective. But, that all is another post, another day...
Sunday, April 17, 2011
Tuesday, February 22, 2011
Loss, Love
Today was a tough day for me. The very first thing I saw this morning was a text from my friend Matt Ford saying his mother had passed away this morning. That kinda set the precedence for the rest of the day. It was really somber and I had a hard time even getting out of bed. I contacted many friends to let them know the situation and to share what was going on and spent time in prayer. It is so hard to imagine losing my mom. And for Matt, he was living there with her. Something happened the night before and she left in an ambulance and never came home. So unfathomable. I know their family has struggled a bit financially and have Matt's 2 nieces at home that they take care of so it is hard to imagine how it is going to be. Matt's dad is working and I am not sure where his brother is living right now... but Matt is on dialysis a few times a week and his brother is about to give him a kidney in April so they will BOTH be post op on a major surgery. I hope God can use me to bless them. Matt is a huge blessing to me and a great brother. My mom and I were talking about the friends of mine who've lost their mothers and notice that most of them have a son named Matthew. Random thought.
I just look forward to seeing how God can work through their family in this and provide peace that surpasses all understanding and bless them as they mourn.
Having been through a close loss I can understand what they are going through, but I can't imagine losing my mom. She is really my best friend and closest confidant and I can't imagine going through it right now... but, I know the Lord is good and sovereign and reigns.
Now, for my evening, God blessed me by allowing Caleb, Chris and I the chance to go commune together. We went to Wasabi and had sushi and sat and had sweet talk about God and just getting to learn one anothers hearts better and reflect on culture and our place in it. IT was a great time. Our waitress noticed us pray and came and talked with us for a while about faith and that was pretty awesome. Her name was Tana Brandon and she is a student at UT Tyler and has worked at Sky Ranch. It was a good time getting to chat to a stranger about Christ for a bit.
After that back to the house to watch The Aviator with all the roomies but Dustin, and it was a nice time to relax.
I hope that I can try to incorporate some of the things we talked about in my life. Trying to be counter culture and more like Christ in the way He approached everything. Not having the focus on the cool new "things" I want, but searching for ways to share and experience His Love.
I just look forward to seeing how God can work through their family in this and provide peace that surpasses all understanding and bless them as they mourn.
Having been through a close loss I can understand what they are going through, but I can't imagine losing my mom. She is really my best friend and closest confidant and I can't imagine going through it right now... but, I know the Lord is good and sovereign and reigns.
Now, for my evening, God blessed me by allowing Caleb, Chris and I the chance to go commune together. We went to Wasabi and had sushi and sat and had sweet talk about God and just getting to learn one anothers hearts better and reflect on culture and our place in it. IT was a great time. Our waitress noticed us pray and came and talked with us for a while about faith and that was pretty awesome. Her name was Tana Brandon and she is a student at UT Tyler and has worked at Sky Ranch. It was a good time getting to chat to a stranger about Christ for a bit.
After that back to the house to watch The Aviator with all the roomies but Dustin, and it was a nice time to relax.
I hope that I can try to incorporate some of the things we talked about in my life. Trying to be counter culture and more like Christ in the way He approached everything. Not having the focus on the cool new "things" I want, but searching for ways to share and experience His Love.
Thursday, February 17, 2011
Coe-mmunion
Nothing makes life better than great friends. Tonight, I was reminded of that. I went to work at LeTourneau University and we had a mediocre blood drive and I was trying to meet up and hang out with my friend Ann but it didn't work and it seemed the day would be just a funk. So, I was beginning to head to Tyler and I got a message from Jessica Coe asking if I wanted to eat with her and Cody... I agreed and I headed straight to McAlister's. We got there and had a great time. We just talked and laughed and enjoyed ourselves, and it was great. I miss hanging out with them more and really need to not take that friendship for granted and make an effort to hang out more! It is nice to have a couple that doesn't make anyone feel like a third wheel. I'm close to them both so it is just a great time of good conversation and lots of laughs!
Wednesday, February 16, 2011
Hi, I'm a Narcoleptic Insomniac...
Today was one of those days where I just don't have control over my body. My sleep has always been an issue, but there are days and time periods where it gets much worse... today was one of those days. I worked at Cayuga HS this am, then headed home. At around 6pm I fell asleep out of nowhere and slept until 9:30 or so. Sometimes I feel debilitated by this. Tonight, for instance, I had children's ministry practice. And, thought I could go, planned to go and wanted to go... Instead, I laid passed out on the couch. I've been experimenting with my sleep patterns and am thinking I may have shifted sleep phase syndrome. It would explain a ton... but I'm not sure. I guess I will have to get tested again sometime and speak with a sleep dr about it.
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Tuesday, February 15, 2011
The Big D... ish
Today was an interesting day. I didn't get a ton of time with John this morning, got to talk for a few. I headed to Starbuck's in Bedford for breakfast and headed over to the Carter BloodCare main office. It was great with us all getting together, but the information we covered was the same stuff we have been doing Tyler since before I worked there. So, needless to say, it was not very entertaining. For lunch, we had about half an hour to eat. As the others all lined up at the tables inside to sit and talk about work, I realized an opportunity to delight in the beautiful day and the tables in the courtyard. It was fantastic. I plugged in the headphones on my phone and ate while listening to the Civil Wars. It was a great time.
After this time I headed to Arlington to meet up with Jessica Hazlewood. I arrived at the Alrington Mall and walked around for a while and had a terrible headache overtake me. I felt miserable, so I headed out to the car and ended up falling asleep, leaving Hazlewood waiting and searching for me for half an hour. When she finally found me we headed to CarMax since she recently totaled her car to look for something new. Erin Spain met us there and we had a great time searching for a car and catching up. I loved it! After we finished our tour of the lot, we headed to Chuy's for dinner and then I headed home. It was good chatting, catching up and doing a little life together. They are both sweet girls and I am glad to know them.
So then, right before I left... I was able to purchase 10 Tickets to The Civil Wars concert March 14th! I am excited! I was able to call a few friends and share the good news, it was exciting!
It was a good day minus the KILLER headache...
After this time I headed to Arlington to meet up with Jessica Hazlewood. I arrived at the Alrington Mall and walked around for a while and had a terrible headache overtake me. I felt miserable, so I headed out to the car and ended up falling asleep, leaving Hazlewood waiting and searching for me for half an hour. When she finally found me we headed to CarMax since she recently totaled her car to look for something new. Erin Spain met us there and we had a great time searching for a car and catching up. I loved it! After we finished our tour of the lot, we headed to Chuy's for dinner and then I headed home. It was good chatting, catching up and doing a little life together. They are both sweet girls and I am glad to know them.
So then, right before I left... I was able to purchase 10 Tickets to The Civil Wars concert March 14th! I am excited! I was able to call a few friends and share the good news, it was exciting!
It was a good day minus the KILLER headache...
Monday, February 14, 2011
Valentine's Day... A Cacaphony of Mixed Emotions
It is hard to decide on a day like this what type of emotions to experience. I guess a little of everything. So, as far as the first thing on my mind... it is Paul's Heavenly birthday. 5 years ago he passed away and left us, but went somewhere so much better than we can imagine. Heaven is real. Heaven is where he is. Way better than being here. I was really thankful to see our family exhibiting more peace this year than ever before. I don't know what it is... but I do no a LOT of people were praying for us today. I don't think we will ever stop missing Paul, actually, I know we won't... but, I think we are getting to a point where we know he is with His Creator... in a pain with no pain, hurt, sorrow, or sin. Wow... How can we not be amazed. Thank you for all who prayed and Thank you God that you comfort those who mourn.
The other major aspect of the day is that it is Valentine's Day. As a single late 20's (now) male, there is a lot of pressure from the media and from most people that it is a day to have a relationship. Honestly, this year it really didn't effect me. It may have been one of few that did. For some reason, even though I was in the capital of VDay presumptions and expectations (a High School), it really wasn't on the forefront of my mind at all. I think I may be at a place where I can finally really say I am ok with not having a relationship. I don't feel lonely like that... I'd be ok if one came along, but it really isn't something I'm particularly looking for. We will see how God uses this time!
It was a good day though, despite all of that. Our blood drive at Hallsville (our first time there in 10 years) went really well, I had a nap and headed to hang out with John Brunett... had a good time with him and his lady friend Beth. She seemed fun. Tomorrow work in Dallas and hanging with friends. we will see how it goes!
The other major aspect of the day is that it is Valentine's Day. As a single late 20's (now) male, there is a lot of pressure from the media and from most people that it is a day to have a relationship. Honestly, this year it really didn't effect me. It may have been one of few that did. For some reason, even though I was in the capital of VDay presumptions and expectations (a High School), it really wasn't on the forefront of my mind at all. I think I may be at a place where I can finally really say I am ok with not having a relationship. I don't feel lonely like that... I'd be ok if one came along, but it really isn't something I'm particularly looking for. We will see how God uses this time!
It was a good day though, despite all of that. Our blood drive at Hallsville (our first time there in 10 years) went really well, I had a nap and headed to hang out with John Brunett... had a good time with him and his lady friend Beth. She seemed fun. Tomorrow work in Dallas and hanging with friends. we will see how it goes!
Sunday, February 13, 2011
The Party Don't Stop.... Til Everyone Goes Home...
Well, it was a great time of celebrating my birthday! And the house has been awesome with chaos, but everyone has now left. It is back to just me and the roomies. We were talking about what it was like having the family here and Chris, Caleb and I agreed we really seemed like a family. It was awesome for us to all just really share a little life. It was clear to see the difference in age and mindset watching the guys interact with my mom and the boys. At times Joel and Austin seemed a little perturbed by their presence, but Caleb, Chris and Dustin loved them being there. I guess it has a lot to do with place in life. I think us older guys are at a place where we really value and desire a family. I think we are getting to a point where we want a (consistent) woman in the house and wouldn't mind having kids to raise, influence and bless. I guess it is just a sign of our age...
It was great to have my family here... This am, my sister left... then mom, the boys and I went to church, which was great fun.... then we had Cotton Patch... got to the house, packed up, took some pics and they left. It was tough to see em go... but then I got a nap :) After that, a walk with Harley around Rose Redman while listening to The Civil Wars and back home, where Dustin had friends over to watch Seven Pounds. It was a GREAT time and I LOVE that movie! Every time I watch it I am challenged to do great things... I really want to look into kidney, lung and liver donations... we'll see how that goes!
It was a bittersweet day indeed.
It was great to have my family here... This am, my sister left... then mom, the boys and I went to church, which was great fun.... then we had Cotton Patch... got to the house, packed up, took some pics and they left. It was tough to see em go... but then I got a nap :) After that, a walk with Harley around Rose Redman while listening to The Civil Wars and back home, where Dustin had friends over to watch Seven Pounds. It was a GREAT time and I LOVE that movie! Every time I watch it I am challenged to do great things... I really want to look into kidney, lung and liver donations... we'll see how that goes!
It was a bittersweet day indeed.
Saturday, February 12, 2011
And here We go
I have to say, a good celebration with friends and family is such a wonderful thing. It really shows me God's design for family. We had a great time for my birthday yesterday. It started by hanging with mom, Jayden, Lauren Doggett, Amber and Nyckolas. I'd hoped we'd be able to grab breakfast at the Egg and I, though it didn't happen. Doggett had to take off so we ventured to Spring Creek BBQ for lunch, then had some running around to do. Mark Martinez and his GF Ally Hall came into town around 4 and Jayden and I ran with them to Dragon Bytes, then to Sports Clips for a haircut... ran out of time there so friends picked them up to go to the house while Jayden and I walked over to Genghis Grill. It was a great time. Matt Ford, Cody and Jessica Coe, My mom, bro, sis, nephews, sis-in-law, Claire Brister, Sarah Giles, Mark Martinez, Ally Hall, Caleb Carter, Chris Hemphill, Austin Norville, James and Alison Jenkins, Esther Burns and Melinda Malloy all made it! After dinner we all (minus Mark and Ally) headed to the house and had cake and ice cream and cookies and talked and laughed and had a great time.
It was nice having the feeling of a community of friends and family. That is something I miss here in Tyler. Sometimes I feel our house is, but I think we don't have enough conflict for it to be a true community. I think too many people don't address what they think and feel (myself included) so feelings kinda stay hurt and people stay frustrated. Interesting to think about. If we do it now, though, how bad will it be when we all marry?
Today was a good day too. More time with the family, starting with lunch at Don Juan's. Then, we came home and got ready and headed to Bergfeld Park. It was great to go out there with mom and the boys and Caleb and Chris, but I ended up talking to Brian Elliott for about 2 hours on the phone. It was nice. It seems we usually don't have matching schedules and I feel out of touch with him often...
After that we headed to walmart, then home for a bit until we went to eat at Applebees with the fam and all the roommates but Austin. Ann Curry and her mom joined us for a little while and Ann gave me an awesome photo album and super sweet letter. It was very nice!
It is a blessing to have the friends and family I do.
It was nice having the feeling of a community of friends and family. That is something I miss here in Tyler. Sometimes I feel our house is, but I think we don't have enough conflict for it to be a true community. I think too many people don't address what they think and feel (myself included) so feelings kinda stay hurt and people stay frustrated. Interesting to think about. If we do it now, though, how bad will it be when we all marry?
Today was a good day too. More time with the family, starting with lunch at Don Juan's. Then, we came home and got ready and headed to Bergfeld Park. It was great to go out there with mom and the boys and Caleb and Chris, but I ended up talking to Brian Elliott for about 2 hours on the phone. It was nice. It seems we usually don't have matching schedules and I feel out of touch with him often...
After that we headed to walmart, then home for a bit until we went to eat at Applebees with the fam and all the roommates but Austin. Ann Curry and her mom joined us for a little while and Ann gave me an awesome photo album and super sweet letter. It was very nice!
It is a blessing to have the friends and family I do.
Friday, February 11, 2011
Things to make 28 Great!
It's my bday... I'm 28... 28!! Wow! Gosh, I feel so old. Older than the many celebrities of the 27 club... wow...
It's hard to think about. I have clear memories of my mom and dad younger than I am now. I planned to be married and have a kid about now. Well, too bad. :) That is not where I am and, for once I am really ok with it. 27 was a good year, but a kind of weird, transitional year. Well, 28, I really feel as a full fledged adult. I don't know why but a day can change everything.
So, my list of things to make year 28 Great!
My 28th Year
100 Things to Make my year great
1. Read my Daily Bible Reading Without Fail
2. Spend time in prayer daily without fail
3. Do 25 pushups daily without fail
4. Do 25 sit-ups / crunches without fail
5. Journal Daily without fail
6. Do as many pull ups as I can 2x daily when possible
7. Take 5 out of state trips (Stillwater(February/March), Chicago(October), Havre(August), Louisville(May), Raleigh(June))
8. Take 1 out of country trip (?)
9. Shoot 6 weddings (Droddy, Swolley, …)
10. Build a photography website
11. Build a portfolio
12. Buy a NICE HD video camera
13. Read 12 Books (One a month) (Captivating, Mere Christianity, The Cost of Discipleship, …)
14. Learn Flash
15. Learn Premiere
16. Learn After Effects
17. Mate Harley
18. Ask someone out on a date
19. Apprentice under another photographer
20. Organize Help Portrait
21. Cook a meal for friends once a month
22. Catch up on Facebook Messages/Emails/Photo editing
23. Take my grandmas out for a meal just the 2 of us
24. Attend 6 concerts (The Civil Wars x2, )
25. Learn Light room and Aperture and pick one
26. Get an iPad
27. Get a new car (audi TT?, sports car?, convertible, Toyota pick up)
28. Go to the daffodil farm
29. Record 5 MyStories
30. Get a massage
31. Reduce debt/increase savings
32. Go fishing with my brother
33. Learn to play a song on guitar
34. Create a Blog for my future wife
35. Paint a picture
36. Pick up drawing again
37. Go skydiving
38. Go to 3 plays
39. Go to a symphony
40. See the Nutcracker
41. Decorate for Christmas
42. Get a raise
43. Scan in my old photos
44. Print out newer photos
45. Spend a 24 hour period outside
46. Learn studio type photography lighting
47. Run a 5K
48. Get to 185 Lbs
49. Get a Gym Membership and attend 3x weekly
50. Get my Hard Drives fixed / Checked for fixability
51. Find a Primary Care Physician
52. Give Blood When I can
100. Finish this list...
It's hard to think about. I have clear memories of my mom and dad younger than I am now. I planned to be married and have a kid about now. Well, too bad. :) That is not where I am and, for once I am really ok with it. 27 was a good year, but a kind of weird, transitional year. Well, 28, I really feel as a full fledged adult. I don't know why but a day can change everything.
So, my list of things to make year 28 Great!
My 28th Year
100 Things to Make my year great
1. Read my Daily Bible Reading Without Fail
2. Spend time in prayer daily without fail
3. Do 25 pushups daily without fail
4. Do 25 sit-ups / crunches without fail
5. Journal Daily without fail
6. Do as many pull ups as I can 2x daily when possible
7. Take 5 out of state trips (Stillwater(February/March), Chicago(October), Havre(August), Louisville(May), Raleigh(June))
8. Take 1 out of country trip (?)
9. Shoot 6 weddings (Droddy, Swolley, …)
10. Build a photography website
11. Build a portfolio
12. Buy a NICE HD video camera
13. Read 12 Books (One a month) (Captivating, Mere Christianity, The Cost of Discipleship, …)
14. Learn Flash
15. Learn Premiere
16. Learn After Effects
17. Mate Harley
18. Ask someone out on a date
19. Apprentice under another photographer
20. Organize Help Portrait
21. Cook a meal for friends once a month
22. Catch up on Facebook Messages/Emails/Photo editing
23. Take my grandmas out for a meal just the 2 of us
24. Attend 6 concerts (The Civil Wars x2, )
25. Learn Light room and Aperture and pick one
26. Get an iPad
27. Get a new car (audi TT?, sports car?, convertible, Toyota pick up)
28. Go to the daffodil farm
29. Record 5 MyStories
30. Get a massage
31. Reduce debt/increase savings
32. Go fishing with my brother
33. Learn to play a song on guitar
34. Create a Blog for my future wife
35. Paint a picture
36. Pick up drawing again
37. Go skydiving
38. Go to 3 plays
39. Go to a symphony
40. See the Nutcracker
41. Decorate for Christmas
42. Get a raise
43. Scan in my old photos
44. Print out newer photos
45. Spend a 24 hour period outside
46. Learn studio type photography lighting
47. Run a 5K
48. Get to 185 Lbs
49. Get a Gym Membership and attend 3x weekly
50. Get my Hard Drives fixed / Checked for fixability
51. Find a Primary Care Physician
52. Give Blood When I can
100. Finish this list...
Thursday, January 27, 2011
Goodbye to 27!
I've been contemplating doing a review of last year and planning for 2011.... but I had a hard time ever getting down to actually doing it... Well... I can now see why... I'm more interested in my 28th year than I am 2011... So, instead... I'll be blogging again soon about my plan for my 28th year, and hopefully will every year from here on forward. In reviewing my 27th year there were definitely good things and bad...
It all started with a white birthday. My mom, sister and nephews were in town... I worked a blood drive and it snowed... all... day! It was awesome! Friends came into town and we had a dinner with Lauren Doggett, Jessica Hazlewood, Cody and Jessica Coe, Jesse Garner, James Jenkins and his gfriend (at the time) Alison Krause, Esther, Tia and my family! It was an awesome time! The next day we made snowmen and played a bunch. And so started the theme of the year... fun with friends and family.
It was a big year... I moved into a house in Tyler with 5 other guys that I've developed brotherly bonds with, went on my first cruise in October, bought a professional camera, professional lens and lighting equipment, added 3 more countries to my life journeys, and got a dog named Harley. I experienced no deaths in my friends and family but lost friendships with several people... mostly due to not being compatible for dating...
I rang in the new year in Austin with Brian Elliott and Gonzo and have been a part of 2 weddings (James Jenkins in December and Chris Gonzalez in January). A long time friend and someone I always adored dearly was married (Amanda Baze... now Hall) and my half sister Sydnee graduated high school and moved to San Antonio with her boyfriend. My best friend from high school David became Dr and moved to Kentucky and my sister and her ex divorced. My brother turned 30 and him and my dad went on our first fishing trip since we were little kids. Definitely a great year.
This year I got a little healthier and lost 30 pounds. I also learned, any way I look at it... I love donuts. I swam with stingrays, held a sea turtle and sang and danced on stage in front of thousands. My friends the Malloy's, The Petty's, Heidi, The Reynolds, The Castillo's and I am sure more became pregnant and some gave birth.
I did not have a girlfriend, but considered it, maybe even came close, but in the end realized what I have wanted in a woman for years, may not be "just a dream". I began to see God's desires for me long term and to search for the creativity that lies within.
I learned that the way I seek God needs improvement and my desire needs to grow, but I do, love Him and want to be more like Christ and less like me. I'm lazy and undisciplined and waste a LOT of time, but when I'm not wasting time, I'm busy. I've learned what it takes to make the most of my time I DO Have and found the ways to get myself to focus. I Baptized my first person (Brian), and worked all year with the children's ministry at my church.
What a year it has been... and I still have 2 weeks! Thank you God that THIS IS MY Life!
It all started with a white birthday. My mom, sister and nephews were in town... I worked a blood drive and it snowed... all... day! It was awesome! Friends came into town and we had a dinner with Lauren Doggett, Jessica Hazlewood, Cody and Jessica Coe, Jesse Garner, James Jenkins and his gfriend (at the time) Alison Krause, Esther, Tia and my family! It was an awesome time! The next day we made snowmen and played a bunch. And so started the theme of the year... fun with friends and family.
It was a big year... I moved into a house in Tyler with 5 other guys that I've developed brotherly bonds with, went on my first cruise in October, bought a professional camera, professional lens and lighting equipment, added 3 more countries to my life journeys, and got a dog named Harley. I experienced no deaths in my friends and family but lost friendships with several people... mostly due to not being compatible for dating...
I rang in the new year in Austin with Brian Elliott and Gonzo and have been a part of 2 weddings (James Jenkins in December and Chris Gonzalez in January). A long time friend and someone I always adored dearly was married (Amanda Baze... now Hall) and my half sister Sydnee graduated high school and moved to San Antonio with her boyfriend. My best friend from high school David became Dr and moved to Kentucky and my sister and her ex divorced. My brother turned 30 and him and my dad went on our first fishing trip since we were little kids. Definitely a great year.
This year I got a little healthier and lost 30 pounds. I also learned, any way I look at it... I love donuts. I swam with stingrays, held a sea turtle and sang and danced on stage in front of thousands. My friends the Malloy's, The Petty's, Heidi, The Reynolds, The Castillo's and I am sure more became pregnant and some gave birth.
I did not have a girlfriend, but considered it, maybe even came close, but in the end realized what I have wanted in a woman for years, may not be "just a dream". I began to see God's desires for me long term and to search for the creativity that lies within.
I learned that the way I seek God needs improvement and my desire needs to grow, but I do, love Him and want to be more like Christ and less like me. I'm lazy and undisciplined and waste a LOT of time, but when I'm not wasting time, I'm busy. I've learned what it takes to make the most of my time I DO Have and found the ways to get myself to focus. I Baptized my first person (Brian), and worked all year with the children's ministry at my church.
What a year it has been... and I still have 2 weeks! Thank you God that THIS IS MY Life!
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